Ok so I am reading this FANTASTIC book at the moment. Seriously, one of the best reads ever, am only halfway through though.
The book: Mirror, Mirror (Discover your true identity in Christ), Graham Beynon
What its about: It addresses the complex issue of self-image and the basis for developing a healthy and biblical view of ourselves
Why I love it: Totally modern and relevant (starts with our fascination for browsing Facebook profiles), new lines of thought, realistic and not pseudo-spritual or old themes regurgitated.
Controversial bits: Challenges the 'Princess' view of self esteem (I am God's daughter, I rock! etc) and yet also stands apart from 'I'm just a Poor Sinner' view of yourself (Praise God!! lol) Comes up with a uniquie view called 'Humble Dignity' which is accepting a realistic, warts-and-all-and-yet-I-am-still-priceless viewpoint of ourselves. Found this very interesting, but may put some off. Still digesting it
Putting it into action: Am finding myself feeling strangely more free from the addiction of worrying what people think of me. Cos honestly, this is an addiction. Am often torn between a desire to be transparent and genuine, yet at the same time appearing confident and in control. Yeah. Not working so well. LOL
This book has seriously gotten me thinking about the motivations and concerns that tend to drive my daily life. Recent incidents had shaken my self esteem and I had found myself feeling overwhelmed by the shortcomings I keep finding in a certain aspect of my personality. After lots of tears, chocolate and an honest chat to God, I can actually feel a positive change coming into play in my life. I feel like God is lifting the lid on my life, pointing out some realities and helping me to recognise and make changes where they need to be.
Its a new season, one for growing up. One for renewed commitment. Honesty with myself and transparency in my relationships.
Time to turn away from idle desires, from things that distract and to make the best of what I have got.
A tentative new start.
Every time I encounter God, I keep finding that He is so much bigger than my limited perception of Him. I am glad He is smarter than me, I am celebrating the fact that we serve a mysterious and unfathomable God, cos if I could completely figure Him out, He wouldn't be very God-like, would He? hehe
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